Want to talk about something big in my life...

[Christina]

1 I have a relationship with someone older than me I have not named from another country. I was looking up someone else online, and I didn't know it was wrong. The people involved in the relationship acted like it was goodbye for now, so that's what I did. I didn't mope about, but I left looking up that other person. I didn't know it was wrong.

2 Also, I'm not accepted in other countries in Europe, but everyone in the US acts like it's so obvious I was a pleasing child.


Is America or something tricking me? My life is hard to relax and think socially every day. Like, I could have had a better attitude with my relationship or something, when I sorta left and spent time looking up the other person. I wasn't really that mean, though. I felt encouraged away from the person I had a relationship with when I looked up someone else.



Any thoughts on these 2 problems?

[scrivener]

I think relationships with people in other countries are largely imaginary. We take hints from their messages and then have to interpret them. They do the same to us. It is just difficult to know the truth.

[Christina]

Aug 29, 2018 21:34:16 GMT -5 scrivener said:

I think relationships with people in other countries are largely imaginary. We take hints from their messages and then have to interpret them. They do the same to us. It is just difficult to know the truth.

Yea, people seem interested in the USA, maybe because German is the largest population here but accommodates for other cultures.

[scrivener]

Maybe that is it.